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Cancer 152

I get my latest scan results today. For some reason I am not as optimistic as usual. At some point the chemotherapy will stop working and the cancer will grow. I have had a somewhat rough time of it in the last few weeks re diarrhoea, possible Covid, temperature probably relating to the flu and […]

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Cancer 151

I am a little depressed. It is an odd feeling, given that I am reasonably well, I have a social life, I am doing some work, and we are managing to get away on holidays and visits. I have no real reason to be down, but it is something to do with still being alive. […]

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Cancer 150

150 posts. It is rather a lot, many more than I thought I would be writing, particularly just after my operation when I really thought I didn’t have long left. Some people might be wishing I didn’t have time for all these ramblings. I don’t blame you. There is only so much to say about […]

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Cancer 149

When you read about people who are dying, as I sometimes do, they often have bucket lists, even people who are not dying have bucket lists, lists of things that they want to do before they die. I don’t have a bucket list. I have done some stuff and I have not done some stuff. […]

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Cancer 148

I am back to normal now after a scary few days. I don’t like being ill. While it is usually just a little illness I worry that it is something much worse. In any case, I have a compromised immune system so who knows what the consequences of a tiny bug will be? My frustration […]

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