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Cancer 163

My Hickman line is blocked. I couldn’t get blood out this morning. It would flush happily so stuff goes in, but not out. Effectively a one way valve. I am now in hospital. They too have not managed to clear it – similar yechnoques Apparently I can still have chemo next week as stuff goes […]

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Cancer 162

I feel a bit better than before. I am still up in the middle of the night, I am still tired, I am still changing my stoma, just the normal things in life, but I don’t quite feel that I am going to be dead tomorrow. Life is a roller coaster, though I have never […]

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Cancer 161

It is very tiring. I haven’t slept much for four nights and I am very overtired. The stoma is working overtime and is sore, despite using the honey rings. We are staying away and the bed is too small, so I end up on a chair in another room. Ok, the chair is a reclining […]

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Cancer 160

Misery Christmas everyone. I am back in the hospital for treatment round 29. I am surrounded by , Christmas trees, fake jollity and tinsel. Noddy Holder and Bob Geldoff are back moneymaking, amd there is a desparate attempt to forget what a state the country and the world are in,. People even seem to think […]

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Cancer 159

I have already mentioned being discharged from the district nurse service. I have now gained a strange satisfaction from independently doing my own bloods. It is a strange feeling taking blood out of your own body, especially doing it when there is no one else in the house. I didn’t have to put a needle […]

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