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Cancer 13

Notions of god have never played an important part in my life. Having a life challenging experience such as the one I am currently going through has made no difference whatsoever to my views. As I have said in an earlier post; you don’t exist, you exist, you don’t exist. That’s it. I have my […]

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Cancer 8

Sometimes it is overwhelming. It is difficult to describe in words. It can reach a point where I feel I cannot cope, I cannot cope with my cancer, my sister’s cancer (she is in the final stage of life) and my heart failure, let alone the everyday stressors of life; yet I have to cope, […]

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Cancer 7

I have a date for my operation, Wednesday 15 March. Beware the Ides of March. Apparently this is the day in the Roman calendar when debts were settled. It was the date Julius Caesar (the real one, not just the one in Shakespeare’s play) was killed. He was stabbed by a number of senators, so […]

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Cancer 6

Perhaps the best thing to come out of having a diagnosis of cancer is the support I have received from so many people. There are messages on social media, and many more personal messages. There are messages from friends and family, and from people I know less well and some from people I don’t know […]

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Cancer 5

While most of the time I can get on with living reasonably normally there are moments, minutes, that are difficult. I lie awake at night, but I have always done that so that is no different really. I have just spoken on the telephone with a nurse about my pre-op. I now have a date […]

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