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Cancer 211

It has been a while. It is still a time of rollercoasting. My abdomen is distended, presumably both by hernias and tumours. It feels like a bag of marbles. The tumour by my stoma is immesely painful if touched. I generally cry out like a big soft [fill in own word here] if anyone or […]

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Cancer 170

How many emotions and viewpoints can a person hold at one go? I am both optimistic about life and pessimistic. I feel my health is reasonably good and terribly bad. I am in pain and I am not in pain. I look forward to the future and there is no future. Orwell was right in […]

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Cancer 120

I have complained about various illnesses and troubles recently. I might as well continue with the theme. I have toothache. At the best of times, toothache is a pain, a severe pain. When added to my list of failing biological systems it is more than a pain. I dread going to the dentist. I am […]

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Cancer 105

Trigger warning – may contain elements incompatible with breakfast, but I have said before that I wish to be honest with this blog. This is a good example. Instead of cancer, I am going to talk about my stoma. It plays a big part in my life now. I have described it previously, so this […]

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