Cancer 187

I had a good night last night, one of the best. I slept from before 2200 to around 0600, and only got up for the toilet 3-4 times. That is one of the best sleeps since diagnosis.

I am also a lot better from my cold. Two days ago I was thinking, is this it? I felt so  bad. Now I am nearly back to normal.

This is how dramatically mood with cancer can change. Two days ago I thought I might not survive, now I am back to my normal optimism, that I can keep going for a good while yet. It is a little wearying having such massive mood swings relating to the imminence of death, something that never happened in pre-cancer days. Still, just one of those things you have to put up with when you have cancer.

This morning I had a CT scan, and now I am waiting to go in for an interview on Radio Derby. Life cracks on.

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