Uncategorized Category

Cancer 248

I did a short speech at the living wake, trying to explain my views about cancer and death. A couple of people have asked me to summarise it here, so in the interests of breaking my own rules of blogging, here goes, beraing in ming that, two days later, I am still very tired and […]

Read More

Cancer 247

The hallucinations are getting worse. A few minutes ago I thought I had a mug of tea in my hand. I raised it to drinķ from it and my hand just kept moving past my face. There was no mug. Another example – I am not sure it is an hallucination –  that has occurred […]

Read More

Cancer 246

Well, that was an experience. I have some advice for those of you who have a terminal diagnosis of one sort or another, don’t wit until you are dead to have a wake, especially if you have a wonderful set of friends. I don’t really know where the idea ame from. It was originally going […]

Read More

Cancer 245

I have been a bit rough lately, though not so bad now. I am trying to get into the habit of having morphine 4-5 times a day, but I find it difficult. I am not designed to take painkillers, though rationally I know it is the right thing to do. I am regularly getting sick […]

Read More

Cancer 244

Chemo brain (chemo-brain, chemobrain?) is a thing. It is a thing I have in increasing quantity/amount. There are two main components at the moment, at the lower level I forget words, usually nouns, at the higher level I forget whether I have said something, or had something said to me. I forget people’s names, I […]

Read More