Cancer 198

I am not going to provide detail with this one, suffice to say that yesterday started well and ended badly. I was at hospital again in the morning. That is Thurs, Fri, Mon, Tues, Fri, Mon, with the two off days being chemo bottle days.

After the hospital it was a walk with the kids. Dropping them off was when it started, serious stoma bag leak with diarrhoea. All my clothes. Mess. Later, it happens again, worse.

I feel physically a little better today. Anti diarrhoea tablets work if you take enough of them. It is just the sense of humiliation, the psychological strain, a reminder.

It is not surprising that many people with this kind of problem don’t want to go out. In private it is bad enough, in public it is unbearable.