Cancer 270

I know. I thought it was the last blog The way my brain has functioned over the last few days has been impossible, the detailed imaginings the non-existant conversersations between myself and otherself and others. I hallucinate every day. I never take all my drugs because I will be sick. The choice between drugs and a little substanence.

And my body is too weak and/or too strong to decide which way to go