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Cancer 156

Another day, another treatment. For the 28th time I am in the CDU being filled with the usual poisons. It is a nice day outside but I am not seeing any of it. I was in early but pharmacy had not sorted out my drugs, so there was a significant wait for treatment. Then the […]

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Cancer 155

It’s funny how good and bad can be held in the mind at any one point. We are away in the Yorkshire Dales, lovely hotel, lovely food, not much snow. I am sitting in front of a log fire on a large settee being lazy. Yesterday in Skipton Oxfam bookshop I found a copy of […]

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Cancer 154

It is a bit depressing again. I don’t know why. Apparently, Sundays after treatment are usually my low point, and today certainly is. I feel emotional. I haven’t felt well these last few days. My stoma has been playing up and there is this sicky but not sicky feeling I get in my abdomen (I […]

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Cancer 153

I am back in the hospital today for Chemo 27 (I think – I am losing track). When I entered the hospital in the past there was an alien nature to it, it was a place I didn’t want to be. It smelled strange and was in no way comforting. Today as I walked in […]

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Cancer 152

Briefly, I have had the results of my scan and there is no significant change, meaning that there is nothing present in my chest, and only the nodules that were already present in my abdomen. My hernia has not got worse. My bloods are normal. All is well. I was fretting a little about this […]

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