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Cancer 94

This notion of dying is still lingering in me, partly perhaps due to this immense feeling of tiredness, and partly due to having a cold, which with a hardly functioning immune system is manflu++. I have my aches and pains, common enough but to my neurotic mind, increasing in intensity. I have visual problems, particularly […]

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Cancer 93

I had a terrible dream last night, one of those that takes over your whole self, even when you have woken up. Probably fortunately I don’t remember it in detail though I did for the first minutes after waking, but it was about having cancer, and I was bleeding heavily around the lower abdomen and […]

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Cancer 92

I am testing myself. One of my greatest pleasures has always been driving, but I tire much more easily now (13 cycles so far….), so I am wondering if I can still do the distances. I did 200 miles on Monday, 120km plus 7 hours on a ferry yesterday, and 400km today. Yes, I am […]

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Cancer 91

In Alencon.The ferry today was not very busy, but it was still full of the odd people who catch ferries and go to France, such as schoolteachers and retired schoolteachers. Not that I want to stereotype people, but schoolteachers are basically middle class people who try to look different but in so doing they look […]

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Cancer 90

It has been a while since my last blog, not because my life is not incredibly exciting, living from one breath to the next, but because I am trying to concentrate on writing my novel. I am back to rattling off the words. Plenty of stuff here about religion and politics in the mid-17th Century, […]

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