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Cancer 186

I hate nights. Sometimes thgey are worse than others, but rarely are they good. There are occasional nights where I manage to stay in bed all night, apart from venturing to the toilet numerous times. Normally, I am out of bed for several hours for three reasons. First, my stoma needs changing. When this happens […]

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Cancer 185

I made a discovery at the hospital yesterday. As usual I had time to kill so after having a tea in Costalot which was disturbed by a fake fire alarm where all we ill people were sent outside in the cold to get iller. I hung around right next to the door for some warmth […]

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Cancer 184

Well, I am healthy again, as far as healthy goes with my body. When I say healthy, I mean unhealthy, because my latest worry is my hernia. Nothing can be easily contained within my abdominal area (apart from cancer, so far), and that is increasingly true of my hernia. My hernia is a result of […]

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Cancer 183

Well, that wasn’t fun. A night of wakefulness, abdominal pains, and the serious thought that I would phone the hospital and go in for help. It was a little frightening. Pressure had been building up around my abdomen for a day or so, but it didn’t really hit until last night. You know the feeling […]

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Cancer 182

What a day! Nothing interesting, Just a treatment day where I am unable to get things done. I have hardly read, I have hardly written. I have just eaten too much out of boredom, something I probably shouldn’t do as my weight is up again. Today is the first time my new portacath has been […]

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