Cancer 268

If this isn’t my death bed I don’t know what is. I haven’t moved beyond chair, bed and toilet in days, and have no great inclination to do so. My bowel hardly works, and neither does the urinary system, the latter particularlyat night, and si there is great oressure and pain in the abdomen. I am not eating much. I have cut down even by the standards of my current diet. Neither am I drinking much – which probably doesn’t help with the urinary system. I feel a bit of a Bobby Sands.

I am supposed to be receiving more paiative support, which for me means more and stronger drugs. Apparently these are accessibe from hospital and GP. I hope we mean the same thing by more and stronger.

Anyway, I find it difficult to produce this, so I will sign off. Whethere there are more will depend on the drugs. If they make life manageable for a period then there may be more blogs, if they finsh me off, well then, that is it.