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Cancer 258

Apparently it was supposed to be hot today, by British standards. If that is the case why did I need two blankets and a hot water bottle to sit outside? I have justmcome inside and my hands are very cold. I have got my inside blanket on so hopefully I will warm up soon. It […]

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Cancer 257

The countdown to doomsday is accelerating. This is meant to be my best time of the round. It is over week since my last treatment, and my next treatment doesn’t start until next week. But – the side effects and the symptoms are, if anything, getting stronger, and it does feel that I am declining […]

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Cancer 256

I have been looking at the various ways of committing suicide. Some of them are less practical than others, all are a bit scary. I have never liked the idea of jumping off somewhere. I witnessed the recovery of a body from Beachy Head when I was a child. The rescue services had to be […]

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Cancer 255

Unlike during the rest of my life, whether fit and healthy, with heart failure or with cancer, it is now unusual to be awake for extended periods in the middle of the night. I usually sleep, wake up for the toilet, sleep, repeat. I havelittle doubt that I will sleep once I have completed this […]

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Cancer 250

I always feel that certain milestone numbers should be celebrated. I am not sure why, but we do it in society generally so why not. Here we are, the 250th cancer blog. Do I have anything new to add? I am not sure. I will proably repeat myself, but you know that is how these […]

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