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Cancer 267

Just when you think things couldn’t get any worse we get the experience of A & E. Before I go any further I must say the staff were brilliant, as they always are at the NHS – it is the patients that are the problem. Last night I had problems passing water. This has been […]

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Cancer 265

“How surely are the dead beyond death. Death is what the living carry with them. A state of dread, like some uncanny foretaste of a bitter memory. But the dead do not remember and nothingness is not a curse. Far From it.” Cormac McCarthy, Suttree It has been suggested to me that I am frightened […]

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Cancer 263

It is not a good idea to look up answers relating to cancer for oneself. It is now fairly clear that I will not be receiving any further chemotherapy so I looked up how long I might have to live given my circumstances. I am sure I haven’t taken important variables into account but the […]

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Cancer 262

I had a bit of a crisis the other day. My stoma bag was full so I went to empty it. For those who don’t know this involves leaning over the toilet, releasing the bottom of the bag and squeezing outmthe contents that then hopefully flow into the toilet – always flow for me rather […]

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Cancer 259

It has been a while. I had a few days that were quite good towards the end of the long cycle where I was no being treated, but the kids were visiting at the same time so that helped my mood. I am now into a new round. I have hd my first hospital treatment […]

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