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Posted on May 22, 2026 Leave a Comment
Apparently it was supposed to be hot today, by British standards. If that is the case why did I need two blankets and a hot water bottle to sit outside? I have justmcome inside and my hands are very cold. I have got my inside blanket on so hopefully I will warm up soon. It […]
Cancer 257
Posted on May 20, 2026 Leave a Comment
The countdown to doomsday is accelerating. This is meant to be my best time of the round. It is over week since my last treatment, and my next treatment doesn’t start until next week. But – the side effects and the symptoms are, if anything, getting stronger, and it does feel that I am declining […]
Cancer 256
Posted on May 16, 2026 Leave a Comment
I have been looking at the various ways of committing suicide. Some of them are less practical than others, all are a bit scary. I have never liked the idea of jumping off somewhere. I witnessed the recovery of a body from Beachy Head when I was a child. The rescue services had to be […]
Cancer 255
Posted on May 15, 2026 Leave a Comment
Unlike during the rest of my life, whether fit and healthy, with heart failure or with cancer, it is now unusual to be awake for extended periods in the middle of the night. I usually sleep, wake up for the toilet, sleep, repeat. I havelittle doubt that I will sleep once I have completed this […]
Cancer 251
Posted on April 27, 2026 Leave a Comment
I have just started my third cancer treatment, after the failures of the first – which worked well for over two years – and the second – which didn’t work well at all and just seemed to make me more ill. I am now starting the third with significantly increased numbers of tumours and tumour […]