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Cancer 254

I feel I am now watching myself through the process of dying. At the moment my body is deteriorating faster than my mind – or at least I think it is! I am tempted to leave all my typing errors but this might be unintelligible. It is difficult typing due to the severe tingling in […]

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Cancer 253

I may be entering a new phase of cancer life. This one is about waking up in the morning and wishing you hadn’t, wishing that you had died peacefully in your sleep. It is not every day – yet, but the number of times it is happening is increasing, particularly over the last couple of […]

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Cancer 252

Well, this is rather unpleasant. The new treatment is starting badly, hopefully things with improve. Today is one of those days where if I was offered the gun I might just use it. Very tired, feel very sick, aching muscles, tender fingertips (actually affecting typing, which is something new). I am not eating much. OK, […]

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Cancer 251

I have just started my third cancer treatment, after the failures of the first – which worked well for over two years – and the second – which didn’t work well at all and just seemed to make me more ill. I am now starting the third with significantly increased numbers of tumours and tumour […]

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Cancer 250

I always feel that certain milestone numbers should be celebrated. I am not sure why, but we do it in society generally so why not. Here we are, the 250th cancer blog. Do I have anything new to add? I am not sure. I will proably repeat myself, but you know that is how these […]

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